very long since i ever update here..
does it still exist?
nope i wouldnt delete it.. it will stay with more spider webs.

2010 is ending..
what had happened in 2010? what is going to happen in 2011?

here i am.. stuck with a 2 years bond in a firm..
whenever i tell anyone they will give me a 0.o look..
thats what happen when i told 2 more friends today.. haha..
2 years.. i am stuck..
last time i was thinking " i will never sign bond" and here i am.
2 years.. let it be a learning path.. everyone is telling me and i am telling myself..
not even half a year i already broke down.

strawberry i guess..

i miss my student life.. only exam stress.
today we were saying study is better than work.
work we have different responsibility..

yes i am learning..
yes i am getting use..
say that i am weak majiam tofu. yes i am.
sometimes i just need to know how to handle things.
sometimes is just so stress up. and i cant possible use " i am new" as the excuse. not good.
one of the manager say i am good. am i? i also dont know why did he say that. haha.. i only help him once for a like few days. i hope i am.

2010 i passed and finished acca. think that is the greatest achievement i had.
and yet i failed the obu. i now got no time and mood to do. damn it.

2010 i started driving.
now is like an obligation for me. people learn and have fun now i am worry and stress over it.
where is the fun and passion  had.
the nearer the test date the more worry and stress up i am and the more mistake i made and the more nagging i get from instructor.
he asked what happen to me. the problem is i dunno!
what happen to me? i have been asking myself on and off for driving.
why why why? why like that?
anyone have the answer?

2010 i have a new nephew.
he is just so cute that even a " ah ah ee ee" can brighten up my day totally.
cant wait for him to talk.

2010 mrHuang came to singapore. so often that we start to say " why is he coming?" 
first time did something crazy and said something stupid infront of a lot a lot of people.
dont ask. haha.. memories. that was the days. and yes he is coming again like less than a month from now.
am i excited? normal. oops.. i dont know if i even got the time to think about it. = =  fully utilizing the banner i had whenever possible.. haha!

2010 went holiday with friend, qr.
realised we got the same taste,same speed in walking and shopping. which is good. haha..

2011 what are we anticipating?
peak? more work? more responsibility? more scolding? all negative. why?
where is the positive stuff? maybe that will be my "surprises" ?

that day work i was so stress up and cant find a solution till i nearly ask someone to bring me his external harddisk to me.. HAHA.. (random) but in the end pro solved. so no need..

after peak i will become wiser. i will.
i need to learn. i need to change my bad habit at work. i need to.
i am glad i have a very good senior. if not i dont know what will happen.


jia you! 5 more days to 2011!

enjoy the days left in 2010 people!
=D


*monday will be a busy working day for me. can monday dont come? *